Tracking internal dialogue-1

Today, did some tracking on my internal dialogue while at work:

11:50 - in a relationship where 2 people shouldnt dependent on each other. everyone has their own life and path even in a relationship. But, a couple comes together to negotiate on what do they want to achieve in their relationship, a common goal.

12:30 - what to wear and my keychain diablo.

14:10 - the Singaporean and their technologies.

14:47 - mulla on kielipää (Im good in languages!)

Are they anything important? lol!!!

Dream - 61

Few days ago, I was in a local bus in mlk and the area was flooded with water up to knee length. I was the last passenger in the bus. After the bus driver dropped a passenger before me, he shyly admitted to me that Im a beautiful lady. I thanked him and I arrived to kpg8 where my parents were already waiting for me in there. Before entering the house, my late grandma came out from the door and said to me 'hey, you are here finally'. At first, I thought it was just grandma but for a seconds, wait a minute, grandma is dead. I got a slight scare as if I was seeing a ghost but hold on, this is a dream, she could be here.

End!

Dream - 60

I had a few clear dreams.

1. i was late for school. he carried me to school on a dark path. I carried the torch. And I spotted python just below us. I was shouting to him, not to stop and keep going. But he refused and he got caught with the python. He seemed to be fine with it, oops! and I went down, he dropped me to the ground. then, his mom appeared as a doctor(for real) and helped him out from the strangler. but he didnt actually got stuck with it. they were a bunch of them entangled together and he picked it up, play with it. I was afraid, I got up from my sleep.

2. we were back to msia, meeting with my relatives for food. when he saw my aunt, he was happily greeting her and gave her a big hug. then he danced around them and greeted her first son and animatedly greeted her second son. My dad seemed to be very pleased with the meeting. He found it hilariously and told me that he has never thought that he is such a funny guy and that I have found the right one.

3. we went into a restaurant. at a corner, all my ex-collegues were there too in a table.

Dream - 59

Last night I dreamt that I was getting married and I was given a man´s suit rather than a gown. A suit that looks like going for funeral. I was in some sort of rural area and that I had to be transported to the hall by a helicopter

Dream - 58

Its a good feeling to think of leaving. I had such dream last night. A farewell party for me although cant remember the dream so well and I woke up with good feeling.

Dream - 57

I had some dream where I was in places. First, I was in Finland where I saw Daphne and her mom in a car, I talked to them or waved at them. And then in my secondary school where I was wanted by the fugitive that I was protected. It felt like I could have been lucid but not apparently,

Dream - 56

I had this dream that I had unknown member family members to me. Living in a poor condition with an elder brother and a father but didnt see where was the mom. Couldnt recall if I was living in an abusive condition but I didnt like it and it was bothersome. One day, my father invited a hmm...psychic person to the house for an inspection as he was suspecting that there must be a bad energy in the house which caused us to be living badly. After checking the surrounding, the psychic looked at me and said that I had problem too. Yes, I said. The psychic said it's all in your mind. Daring enough, I argued with him saying that it wasnt in my mind, it was in my tummy. I felt uncomfortable there. Before I could really finished answering that, the psychic gave a quick tap on my forehead and I threw up, fainted to the floor. Laying on the ground for quite some time, finally I woke up alongside with the piles of my nausea. I felt much better but weird and went to clean myself.